Post by Isa The Great on May 8, 2010 16:38:09 GMT -5
BILLIE ANN DAVIS
THE BASIC FACTS
[/size]NAME: Billie Ann Davis
NICKNAMES: n/a
AGE: 25
GENDER: female
BIRTHDAY: September 12th, 1985
OCCUPATION: teacher
MEMBER GROUP: RETURNING
THE GREATER DETAILS
[/size]September 12th, 1998
So today I have just turned thirteen! I'm so excited, mom is throwing me a birthday party some time today, but I'm not suppose to know about it. She told me last night that turning thirteen is exciting, and it starts my progress to becoming a woman and then she let me open up a present. It was this journal. She told me to write down all my experiences, so that one day, I can look back on them and remember them with a smile. Mom got a funny look in her eyes, I think she didn't write down anything and can't look back through it at all the memories she would have written down. I think she probably would have written about dad, like when they first met and when they got married. I suppose you wouldn't know about my dad since this is my first entry in you, so I am going to tell you what I know about him.
My dad died about a month before I was suppose to be born. Mom explained that he died in a car accident. A drunk driver hadn't stopped at the red light, and slammed into my dad's car. Mom told me stories about when they were together. How dashing and charming he was. That on the very first day they met, he had hounded her to go out with him, and how at first she had said no. But then, and she wasn't too clear on the details, something happened, and she said yes. Apparently, whatever it was that had happened was good enough that they fell in love, got married, and had me and my brother, John. Mom says that she named me Billie because Dad had thought I was going to be a boy, and had wanted to name me Billie. Because of that alone, I forgive her.
later...
Sorry I just stopped in the middle of what I was talking about, Mom called me out of my room for the party. All my friends had shown up, and even my aunts and cousins! We all had a blast until some stranger showed up at the door claiming to be my father and wanting to spend time with me. I, of course, didn't really believe him at first, because my father is dead. But I kind of am starting to believe it now, especially since mom told me and the other kids to go back to my room to watch a movie, or something. We ended up trying to listen to what the adults were talking about. Unforunately couldn't hear a single word being said. Perhaps tomorrow, after everyone leaves, mom will explain to me what is going on..
September 13th, 1998
Ok so something happened last night that is pretty much tearing my world upside down. Apparently, mom lied about dad. I would say she lied big time. What had happened, mom explained to me this morning, was that dad had walked out on her and John right after I was born. I'm not sure who to be madder at, my mom, or this man, Jason Billie Davis, for just walking out on us. I think its probably Jason, by the way, that's the name of my dad, not that I'll ever call him dad anymore. Anyways, Jason showed up and has decided to take me and John back to where he stays. He claims that he has the money to do that. He threatened my mom with something, I just know it, because she is seriously thinking of just letting him taking us. What kind of mother would let a practical stranger come in and let him take her kids? Its not right. John says not to worry, because no matter what he and I will be together, and he'll protect me. John has always been the best brother in the world, not that I would ever tell him that. He'd get a bigger head, and trust me, his head is big enough as is.
January 7th, 1999
A new year has come, and I just found you packed into all my things. I suppose I must tell what has happened these past couple of months. Just like Jason, my dad, promised, he was able to take us from mom and bring us back out to Savannah, Georgia, where he lives. Some how he had made the big bucks, which had definitely surprised mom. So, over christmas break, John and me packed out things and where shipped off to live with Jason. I have hated living here. While the scenery is beautiful, it's just not home. My friends, who i've known since I was a baby, aren't here. I know I should just square my shoulders and try to make new friends, but they wouldn't be the same as my other friends.
John says that we don't have to be here for long, that mom will some how get us back. I'm not sure I believe John this time, because if mom was able to have kept us in the first place, then we would have never been sent here in the first place. I hate Jason. I will run away from here, return home where I belong. Why should he be the one to decide where I should go? I know where I belong, what's best for me. Home, with mom and my friends, is where I belong!
June 16th, 2002
I'm sorry for the years I didn't write in you. I didn't have the inspiration to do things enough to write, and when I did, well, I was trying to get away from here. After I last wrote in you, I did try to run away. However, Jason was able to find me and bring me back to this prison. John says I gave everyone a fright, maybe not his true words, but thats about it. Of course, he had wanted to know what the hell was going on in my head to make me try and run away. I ended up just shrugging my shoulders and saying as if it was nothing " i hate him." and then off I went to my room, to sleep. After that, things didn't really get better. I, of course, tried rebelling against Jason and his many rules of the house, and when that failed, I resorted to nothing. I just gave up. I asked myself, why bother when nothing you do gets results. So now I'm on this path to figureing out just who the hell I am now. While I'm still angry at Jason, and at mom, I knew I couldn't just stay the way I was. I was not happy.
Anyways, enough of that. I'm writing today to tell you I met a boy. Yep. And he seems like such a great guy too! Of course, Jason probably wouldn't like this, and I know I'm now trying not to aggervate him, but god is this boy hot. We met on River Street, he was trying to find the place known to tourists as the Pirate's House. I walked with him to show him where it was. Apparently, he was meting his parents there. He's eighteen years old and have I mentioned very hot? He probably has a girlfriend back where he's from, which he told me wasn't actually very far from Savannah, although he had never come to the city as a child. Anyways, I offered to show him the city tomorrow, and he accepted. We're metting down on River Street where we had first met today. I'm excited! I so can't wait!
August 19th, 2002
Remember that boy I told you about last time? Yeah, well he was a huge mistake waiting to happen. After the first time we, you know, did it, he bounced, said he had things to do. Then he never called or tried to contact me again. John's angry that I didn't see through his game enough to tell that this would happen. In general, John is angry. I think he started using drugs, but I'm keeping this secret to myself. Anyways, yeah, he's a totally dickwad. Over that mistake in my life.
Stupid boys.
November 2nd, 2002
Remember that big mistake with that boy? Yeah well, now its a even bigger mistake. I'm pregnant. Surprise! FML. When John, mom, and Jason find out, I'm so dead meat. I really don't know what I'm going to do though. I'm so scared! I am so not ready to become a mom!
December 1st, 2002
I didn't have to say a word to anyone. I ended up going behind everyone's backs and getting a aboration. I am so ashamed of myself, I can't even look at myself in the mirror. I destoryed my babies life before it even got the chance to live. But what else could I have done? I wasn't ready for a baby, and I know my dad probably would have done something terrible to the baby after it's birth. I didn't want my baby to have a bad life, which sending it to a orphanage would have happened. I did end up breaking down and telling my mom earlier today, she promised not to tell anyone else. Boy was that phone call hard to make. Anyways, christmas is coming up, and I can't help but feel sad for myself. I aborted my baby, my friends are all back in Texas, my brother is on drugs, and I never liked Jason in the first place. Did you know when he first brought us here, he's tried to get me to call him dad? He's still trying. That's a war he is never going to win.
August 30th, 2004
Woo! I'm at college! Finally away from Jason and his annoying ways. I had applied to colleges in Texas and North Carolina. I ended up going to North Carolina for college, mostly because Jason was refusing to pay for a college in Texas. But thats whatever. After college I am so returning to mom and my hometown. I have missed it, which one would think strange because it is such a small town, but whatever. I can't wait. Right now I don't know what I'm going to major in, but I figure it'll just come to me while I'm there. Jason says if he hears about me partying, he'll stop paying for College, then I'd be forced to return to his home. Even after all these years, I have not thought of Jason's home as mine. Its still a prison and I'm still counting down the the days when i can get out. And right now, college is about as out as I can get. And for now, thats all I need. Soon, I can really leave his shadow behind.
January 9th, 2010
I am finally returning home to Waldenburg. I was offered a teaching job back at the local high school. Of course, for right now it's just as a sub, but they've said that I'll be teaching the remainer of the semster. Something about the teacher before me needing a semester off for something. I didn't ask for details. Just told them I would be done as soon as possible. So wish me luck! I hope things haven't changed too badly. I've tried to keep up with my old friends. But anyways, I have a lot of packing to do! I'll try and write more later!
EVEN GREATER DETAILS
[/size]hi, my names is isa the great. i play billie davis who is portrayed by amanda seyfried. i have 9 1/2 years of experience under my belt.
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